So hey guys, how's it going.?
I hope you had a great summer this year.. Like right now I start on writing again as I felt like I have wasted so many times 'forcing' myself go write, but also 'forgetting' the essence of writing also. So I guess the bottom line is you cannot force yourself to write or just basically anything in life. Write whenever you feel like.
So going back to the reason I am writing this article. I had a great summer, consisting of families, Tv Shows/ Movies/ Books,, friends, as well as personal life. So for family, I went on my trips and gladly this year I had the whole Ramadhan with my family. It got kind of tedious when my Mbak went back to her village for Ied Fitr. I am sorry if I tend to write emotionlessly as my hands hurt from restarting to working out again, but I will get to that. Anyway, I watch World Cup too and although my team (England) did not get it, I was proud of Germany winning in the end.
For the part as I would call it "exploration of self", I have so many romance. Tv shows, I finished the whole series of Friends and finished Big Bang Theory too. I am on hold waiting for season 8. I am also tryina finish How I met your mother (again). For books I read many philosophical and war junkie books like Tan Malaka and so on.
For friends, I hung out a lot during summer and had fun. I had a summer fling, too. It was great but you know how it is about fling. I am still madly in love with the girl I have not met in person.... I am now in third semester, things I terms of studies are much harder and complex. I barely sleep at night, only during weekends in the morning. Now it is my third week (Monday will be forth week) of my college life. I have been shattered, teared down by someone I truly believed but ended telling me 'the good news' which is unfortunately a 'bad news' for me. I have been seeing a few, but there is this girl. She is not as glamorous, just simple. It's those eyes and those curves in her smile tnat melt my heart. Yes, I have yet to meet her. But I will soon. She is not from my campus. She is in different city but I don't care. Once I get the chance to see her, I will seize the moment. I know it's too but I feel like trying. As Einstein conceded that " what is certain is the uncertainty itself". So might as well just try. I have been trying to get in shape again, it has been nearly a month..I did my training and I am engaged in to my self-made program of #100dayschallenge. Next week is going to be a hectic one, wish me luck. That is all for now. Adios!
-Ridhaflo
